But make lovesickness mo phase negative

Do away, please forgive me out of the past few days, we are finally coming to the end of his life.That, in the doorway, see that you speak with the doctors look dignified, I know the problem in the past year the pain is not a simple day's problems, Mo, you know I have been a smart woman, and because the more intelligent to In this life you created numerous problems, let us break even, you go into exile, but we have gone through this life after all.Mo, you know, I left these days, just trying to quiet the memories of the way we fell in love snow, I will come back, because I die in your arms.Over the years, you always ask me why I secretly laugh? I never told you, now I tell you, because I often think back to your shyness, that year, you have only 24 years old, in a strange city streets, pretending to pull free of my hand, kept his head down, Man secretly look very quiet, in my mind for a lifetime moment for so long, is ah, really is the life for so long.You were 24 years old, do we say to look at the landscape world, way to make life loving, and you sit in the flower tree random, but I look at you a few steps away, you look hard copy, do you remember , What I take pictures in front of glass, because glass windows and you have my shadow ... ... 24 years old, so distant days of the Oh, but I still remember, clear as yesterday.Also, you are 25 years old, we experienced the first time in life, separation is my fault, relying on your pet, forcing you lose the courage of the young, and then you go ... ... is very thorough, clearly you can see, but the temperature can not touch you, only today, it still hurts to think of it, at that time, I, pain to the loss of breath, forcing himself to go out, I went to the city's streets, in a familiar place to hang around and wait ... ... I want to see Mo leave suddenly.Time is always so amazing, 27 years old, you come back. Gently opened the door, as in the past, when every time I wait for you as mischievous smile, hold tight a bit me.Know, at that time, my hand was shaking, Mo to leave, you finally come back, and I became the woman you want. Wait, sometimes a miracle.30 years old, we abandon the struggle phase of three years, finally have their own house. His wife you say, this is our family, I do not have six years of negative about you, and I shed a tear, see your hair grow out a trace of white hair, a thorn My heart hurts, so I began to carefully learning cooking, going to your home every day after, good food for the table you burn, which six years, from Mo, that I feel bad you're holding.35 years old, I like to call you every day, ask what you eat, and then you answer: His wife the final say. Dear Mo off, of course I know you like to eat anything, but I like to ask you, hear you talk on the phone simply is a blessing. Although we would argue, though you sometimes not very good temper, not coax me, but I know you from my heart still hurts me, too sweet when young, are no match for you a soft hug, and youwrote: can accompany you to see the night sky with the stars is very happy, said this when burning stove with your favorite soup, I was suddenly afraid that life went on, I want to, and thus guarding you to die of old age.The age of 40, you have your company, your character is still so clean, shopping for many years, did not erase your personality jade, you are indifferent runs everything, you say, do not have too much money, as long as quiet life enough, your side also appeared a different woman, so you may have heart palpitations before, but you still go home every day, you say, the scenery outside a lot, but the house is warm, you sayI am your left hand, gave up his life will be disabled. My body began to deteriorate, and do not know if you feel something, every piece of good health, you will take me to tour. Record of every place we have taken, you may ask, my wife, this life you regret before? I said sorry, I regret that I did not earlier know in this life you regret not having more time to the time to love you. Our families are old, I often will accompany you home, the family's house is old, we lived in the room, furnishings have not changed ... ... the yard had started to raise a lot of flowers.Mo to leave, I'm 55 years old this year, I am not afraid of death, but I fear you are a man alone homes, these days, I wrote a lot of letters after the birthday is for you to write, so I go, you must to find a woman to take care of you, stay in your side.I leave these points, you must be very worried about it, you said, you do not see a man afraid time will panic, I'm sorry, Mo, I was wrong once, I'll go with you.I want your last effort to embrace you, then your eyes used to characterize the face, died in your arms, I am very happy in this life, if my next life, I will waiting for you, if one day, You see a woman between the eyes of a mole, it must be me.